Irene Simelane heard about the horrific crash that took the lives of 18 children and two adults in Mpumalanga on Friday over the news.
She was worried about her six year-old grandniece, Buhle Masuku. Buhle took a taxi to school every day from Verena, Mpumalanga to Refano Primary School in Gauteng. Simelane spoke to The Daily Vox about the moment her fears were confirmed.
When you see something happening to other families on TV, the pain isnâ€™t there because you are removed from it. But when it happens to you â€¦ I donâ€™t know how I feel.
In my mind I had that question: Where is Buhle? But it turned out that Buhle was in that accident.
My brother-in-law, her father, and Buhleâ€™s aunt went to the school. Thatâ€™s where they found out that Buhle was one of the children that died.
I was at home in Witbank. They called us and asked if we saw the accident on TV. I said yes, and they said that was the kombi Buhle uses.
Maybe if there was a bus that took the children, the accident couldâ€™ve been avoided. A bus driver knows that they are being paid by the government. A taxi driver is rushing to wherever theyâ€™re going because theyâ€™re rushing to make more pick ups. He wasnâ€™t concentrating on the road.
What Iâ€™ll remember about Buhle is iChappies – Buhle loved Chappies. She was happy and jolly. She knew what she wanted from school; she knew that she went to school to get an education. She loved going to church and she was a very respectful child. We didnâ€™t live with her but when she visited us, we would wish that she didnâ€™t have to go home. She was a child that you would wish to live with.
They counted 19 children. When you think about how they died so painfully, in my ears I can hear the sound of the children screaming. These children didnâ€™t die peacefully. They died screaming and in pain. They were crying out for their mothers. Itâ€™s painful being burnt by steam from a kettle but what about fire? These children were so young to have died the way they did.
Itâ€™s painful to us, so painful. I feel that pain and itâ€™s a wound that will never heal.
As told to Nolwandle Zondi, edited for clarity and brevity.